Monday, June 21, 2010

A snobbish person

I think she has too much freedom. To a person who has not been through a hard life could say that.

"你试下着住2寸高争鞋,9点企到7点半,由bangsar搭车搭到masjid jamek,行路出去再由masjid jamek搭车搭到salak selatan,无凳坐,由街灯未着到着,lrt行左7堂(8-15分钟一堂),德士走左16堂,如果你唔忍德既话,你无及格话我巴姿闭!"


A person who sometimes forgets to be grateful, A person blames her appearance because it is passed down from her father. You chose to walk that distance on those shoes, whom to blame if not yourself. You showed your sour face to everyone in the house. You judged and laughed at my remarks as if I'm was saying the most ridiculous thing in the world. Yes, I do not know how to judge a football game, I was saying to myself, at my home, WHO CARES if my comment is stupid. Kau tu berlagak sangat buat pe? I know you know a lot. You don't have to throw that on my face.

Doesn't Chinese school teach modesty? Doesn't Chinese school teach you respect your elders? Because our Malay school does. Where have you wasted our dad money on your tuition fee? Where have you chucked your lessons from school? Our father teaches us to respect, the same father as you have, but what have you learnt? I don't know. I only know, for your own sake, you could ignore all human kind, including your parents. Kau tu yang mengagung-agungkan penjaga you tu buat pe? Mak bapaku berpeluh-peluh,menjemu di bawah matahari tu bayar kepada 'mak' yang kau asyik menjunjungi tu. Kau tidak pernah nampak keadaan tu, lagi tidak pernah berdiri di sana mahupun seminit, tidaklah aku harap kau bayangkan. You have no sense of sympathy, appreciation, gratefulness.

Respect! When my friends came to our house, you acted cool like an iceberg. HELLO!!!! My friends don't owe you any money. When your friends came, did I put on my sour face? When my friend came, I asked you politely to give out your bed to my friend, so that my friend and I could share the same room. Apa hal dengan kau ni? Bilik kakak saya 10 kali baik daripada bilik kami, katilnya juga baik dan lembut. You refused. Have you gone any of your friend's house and stay over night your friend asked you to stay with their sisters? I haven't met yet. No matter how small the room is, all of use, mind you, ALL OF US, cramped in a room. I bet anyone would want to stay with their friend, the feeling of secure. I bet you are too protected. When your friend came, I offered the other half of our room to you and your friend. Because I know your friend would not want to share a room with someone she barely knows. You lack of consideration.

What more can I say? Sharing a room with you is tiring. You have mood swing. You know what I do to my friends who frequently have mood swing? I stay away from them. You said you want to stay away from negative-energy-generators, take a mirror, look into it, you are one of them too.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Lord, What should I do?

I miss this person so much that I dont even dare to call him and let him know. Neither do I dare, just to drop a message on his MSN. If you dont love me anymore, then why don't you tell that straight to my face. Why did you vegetablelize me, terminate me with this suffocation? I have never, never thought you are a cruel, cruel man. Every minute I tried to prove that I was wrong, but every second you try you wreck it. Just tell me what you want, and I will be disappeared.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

“痴人说梦话”

你对每个人都系开心既,但就同我讲你好down。 唔知道几时开始我对你来讲是噪咶,是种烦恼。
你我是否等紧其中一方讲出口,做这个丑人,被挂上‘背叛对方的爱’这个名词。
唔知几时开始,我地唔再讲话,就算睇到对方都视如不见。
等待,等待时机,籍口,理由同你讲嘢。
亦都唔知道几时开始,同你讲嘢都惊烦到你。
佢地话我应该给你些许时间。
睇来我是唔应该打扰你,給你所需的安宁。
我净係唔想你一個人钻牛角尖,净係想陪伴你。
静静地,静静地陪伴你...
净係想每日令你开心,但是你觉得我好烦
我真是要由你一個?